Your face still hurts,
What you took from me is still missing,
But i can’t change that.
I’m filled with regret for everything,
And i know that you are too.
We’re falling apart,
We write our hearts out to each other,
Our hands fall onto the keyboard
Coughing up our problems
We’re too afraid to speak out loud.
Although not often we speak,
I value your words when we do.
I miss the times we used to speak so often it hurt,
But times change and people move on.
I love you,
But i can’t love you when you’re constantly worried.
Worried about where i am
And who i’m with,
I’m almost an adult now,
I love you too,
But sometimes i don’t.
Your words hurt,
They scar and indent themselves into my brain
And once they’re there they won’t leave,
They never do.
I’m starting to fall for you,
But i’m worried that it’s not you i’m falling for;
That it’s love,
And being loved.